HEY!!!!
I've been thinking (yet again) about my life, and the people in it. Things have gotten pretty crazy and ever more messy, and I hate that. I'm glad for everyone that I have, and every second I have with them but damn, does it get stressful sometimes. I was thinking also about all this mess with Jack and Mike. I saw Mike just yesterday, and damn has he changed a lot since I first met him. It's only been about a month and a half, and he looks so different. It's a good change, he doesn't look so much like a kid anymore. I shouldn't be talking, I still look like I'm 18. I'm glad about how successful his band's becoming, but almost a little jealous of their success at the same time. I'd love to be writing full-time, and not taking care of sick people. I know Jack doesn't exactly love his job either, though, so I shouldn't complain. I was glad when he shared his dissatisfaction with it with me, and when he shared that he'd been bullied in school, too. It made me feel like a real friend, and I'm always so grateful for those rare moments when we can let our collective guard down and let each other in
. It's been pretty quiet so far this morning; I was talking to Cassie while she was playing with her cat, I'm jealous of that too. I'd love to live in a place that allows cats, but they're so hard to find around here. I've got to get going again, unfortunately. I have to go to Cassie's. I guess that's really it for right now. Thanks again for reading. ^_^
Today's song is "Going Under" by Evanescence One of the few songs I love that I can actually sing.

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