HEY!!!!
Thanks, guys, for reading. I can't believe the page count's over 5,000 now. It's good, believe me. I'm sitting here now, feeling almost a little bored and sad. It's stupid, I know. Everyone's getting ready 
for Thanksgiving, and so, of course they're all pretty busy. It'll be back to normal soon enough. I'm still thinking about my little talk with Jack yesterday, and I don't know if it's just my imagination or not that it means a little something that we both just happened to show up in our glasses yesterday. I think it's funny that he's the one who didn't feel self-conscious about them, at least until I said something. I'm really wondering why he just quit wearing them, and then suddenly started again. I'm trying not to read too much into anything where he's concerned, but I hate not knowing if it means anything. I guess I should just be glad that I have a glasses buddy. I really wish things were a little clearer between us, but that would require asking direct questions, which I totally lack the guts to do most of the time. I'm probably grasping at straws here, but I might not be, and I hate that so much. I need to calm down, this isn't getting me anywhere. I shou
ld just ask him. Yesterday would've been a damn good time, too. He was in a really great mood, and almost seemed happy to see me. Yeah, here comes the part where I want to bang my head on my desk again. Why do I have to be such a fucking wuss? Because I really like this guy, that's why >_> If he didn't matter, it wouldn't matter if he liked me or not. It would also help if I really felt I were worthy of him, right? I hate that I almost always spaz out around him. It'd just be a hell of a lot easier if I didn't look like Usagi-chan every time I see him, you know? I know it's almost impossible that he'd feel the same way about me, but there are these little things that keep happening and these little signals that I get which make me wonder if it could happen. I think that's about it for today, guys. Thanks again for reading and enjoy Thanksgivng.
for Thanksgiving, and so, of course they're all pretty busy. It'll be back to normal soon enough. I'm still thinking about my little talk with Jack yesterday, and I don't know if it's just my imagination or not that it means a little something that we both just happened to show up in our glasses yesterday. I think it's funny that he's the one who didn't feel self-conscious about them, at least until I said something. I'm really wondering why he just quit wearing them, and then suddenly started again. I'm trying not to read too much into anything where he's concerned, but I hate not knowing if it means anything. I guess I should just be glad that I have a glasses buddy. I really wish things were a little clearer between us, but that would require asking direct questions, which I totally lack the guts to do most of the time. I'm probably grasping at straws here, but I might not be, and I hate that so much. I need to calm down, this isn't getting me anywhere. I shou
ld just ask him. Yesterday would've been a damn good time, too. He was in a really great mood, and almost seemed happy to see me. Yeah, here comes the part where I want to bang my head on my desk again. Why do I have to be such a fucking wuss? Because I really like this guy, that's why >_> If he didn't matter, it wouldn't matter if he liked me or not. It would also help if I really felt I were worthy of him, right? I hate that I almost always spaz out around him. It'd just be a hell of a lot easier if I didn't look like Usagi-chan every time I see him, you know? I know it's almost impossible that he'd feel the same way about me, but there are these little things that keep happening and these little signals that I get which make me wonder if it could happen. I think that's about it for today, guys. Thanks again for reading and enjoy Thanksgivng. Today's song is "Basketcase" by Green Day
BYE!!!! 
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