My cat Oliver decided to wake me up super early this morning, so I'm ready to go and don't have to leave yet. I had a talk (not argument) with my mom about how much I keep to myself. She said she wants me to talk more to her, and I said that I do talk to her more than a lot of other people I know. Then she asked why I haven't told her anything about "This guy friend" of mine, by which she meant Jack. I think she assumes we're secretly together and I'm just keeping it from her. Yeah, fucking right. If we were together, I'd be shouting it from the rooftops. I don't want to tell her the sad truth that he rejected me twice, has a girlfriend, and I'm still confused as to what was really going on between us in the first place. I think it bothers her not to know everything about me. I know it isn't a bad thing that she wants to know more about me and just wants me to let her in, but there are times I don't think I should do that. I can't wait to go to Tokyo. Now that I've finally decided when I'm going, I can't wait for it to get here. I still have some planning to do, but I think I've got the important things figured out. I've got to get going, I'm going to be back this weekend.
Today's song is "Perfect Weapon" by Black Veil Brides
BYE!!!!!!!
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