HEY!!!!
I'm still trying to cheer up, and I think it's working. At least until I have to go to work. I should say thank you to my new follower. You rock! I should also say thank you to everyone else who's read. It's a really nice day out, at least for December. I saw Jack a little bit ago, and totally avoided him. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope he won't be hurt that I decided to take in the new Twilight movie rather than go to his show this weekend. I'm sorry I avoided him, and I hope I didn't hurt him like he's hurt me before. The movie kicked ass, by the way. His show did too, to be fair. I was told all about it via Facebook. I know this isn't the worst pain anyone's ever gone through, but he has caused me pain. Even now though, I'm perversely happy I met him. I spend most of my days work
ing, taking care of other people, paying bills, and being otherwise "responsible". When I'm with him and his friends, I'm just a cute girl they know who's into their music. It's not like I drink with them or anything, I don't have to. I just feel lighter somehow, and freer. I smiled when he finally told his band's fanbase in general that their merch is available now where he works. I smiled because it was about a month and a half ago that he told me. ^_^ I almost wish I hadn't avoided him now, I wouldn't be sitting here alone if I did. I don't often feel like a part of something, but I do when I'm with them. Okay, it seems like all I do is talk about him anymore. I talked with Cassie yesterday, and she wants to have some big Christmas party with the whole family. Obviously, that's going to be a bit of a challenge. I have to admit, it sounds like a lot of fun, if we can get everyone together. I think this will have to be it for today. I need to get to work. Thanks ever so much for reading.
ing, taking care of other people, paying bills, and being otherwise "responsible". When I'm with him and his friends, I'm just a cute girl they know who's into their music. It's not like I drink with them or anything, I don't have to. I just feel lighter somehow, and freer. I smiled when he finally told his band's fanbase in general that their merch is available now where he works. I smiled because it was about a month and a half ago that he told me. ^_^ I almost wish I hadn't avoided him now, I wouldn't be sitting here alone if I did. I don't often feel like a part of something, but I do when I'm with them. Okay, it seems like all I do is talk about him anymore. I talked with Cassie yesterday, and she wants to have some big Christmas party with the whole family. Obviously, that's going to be a bit of a challenge. I have to admit, it sounds like a lot of fun, if we can get everyone together. I think this will have to be it for today. I need to get to work. Thanks ever so much for reading. 
Today's song is "Fade to black" by Metallica BYE!!!!!!!
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