Sad times

 HEY!!!
Good morning, everyone. Blessed Imbloc to all my fellow Wiccans. I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, but life seems to get crazier every day. First of all, I broke my finger by accidently slamming it in the car door as I was getting out for work on Thursday. I've never broken any bones before, and this hurts so much worse than anything I've felt before. I was really distracted and not thinking or paying attention as closely as I should have, and feel so stupid. I don't want to complain too much, because something so much worse happened to Jack Saturday morning. I wake up hearing my cell phone ringing, realize it's him, pick up, and the first sound I hear is him trying to stifle a sob. It's heartbreaking to hear someone you love cry, and this cut very deep because he's always been able to cheer me up when I'm unhappy. His dad had a heart attack and died, I didn't even know what to say to him so I just mostly listened until he calmed down a little. His dad was a huge influence on him and his hero in a lot of ways. It would be like me losing my mom. His dad raised him and his brother after their parents got divorced. It forced me to think a lot about us and what (I think) we've come to mean to each other in the 5 or so years that we've known each other. I also really wish I could do more for him, We had a bit of a cry over the phone, because I'm still trying to deal with Jon's death and it still hurts. I like that we could commiserate. He invited me to a show with him and his brother, I'm going. I need to spend time with him, no question. I went to Comic Con with Mark and Danny, and it was awesome.  Those three guys prove once again how invaluable they are to me, I couldn't live without them and their love. I love so much that they share things with me and let me be myself. I think that's it for now. Thank you so much for reading.
Today's song is "Welcome to the Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
BYE!!!