I'm writing from Kyle's again. This 3 day weekend was so necessary. for both of us. I'm glad I had more time to spend with him this week. He went to get us something to eat, and now it's just me, Oliver, and his cat, Jade. I got to visit Cory yesterday, and it was so good to hug him. He should be home again in time for my birthday party, and that makes me both sad and happy. It makes me happy because I want him to be there and sad because my birthday isn't for 3 more months. I miss my little brother, you know? I'm glad at least everything seems like it's going to be all right for him when he gets home from rehab. He said he isn't going to drink anymore and I want so badly to believe him. I hope it's true. I want him to get married and finally have a peaceful life again. I'm going to gush a bit about Kyle now, I really did find a good man-or rather, he found me. I was upset about missing Cory and it didn't take him long to pick up on that, he immediately started trying to make me feel better. He started rubbing my shoulders and trying to make me laugh. I did feel better after a while, luckily. He was also telling me how incredible he thinks I am, and I'm still not really used to this kind of treatment. He was saying it's great that I'm brave enough to be true self, and that I have a lot of influence on my cousins Sandra and Julia, getting them to love Metallica and Slipknot respectively. I'm not really used to being fawned over by a guy as handsome as Kyle, it's weird for me. I don't know why it is, but it is.I think that's it for now.
Today's song is " Dozing Green" by Dir En Grey
BYE!!!!!!
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