Sorry again for the delay in my writing. I'm very excited about japan, I've really missed it. Cassie has also been helping to plan things like I wish she'd done almost 7 fucking years ago when we went the first time. I do worry in a way that traveling with her won't be as much fun as traveling alone, but I spend too much time alone as it is. She also wants me to meet a friend of hers who moved to Tokyo. I'm nervous, but she was so excited for the two of us to meet, I couldn't say no. I was so happy about the back and forth between us and the healthy way we were able to handle planning this trip, It's so good to finally feel like I have a normal, healthy relationship with my sister again. I'm sorry to say we won't make it to the Ghibli Museum again, luckily Cassie didn't get pissed at that. I was truly relieved at that. I haven't heard anymore from Ryan, the guy I mentioned last time. I'm just tired of being bothered when in this case I really want to be left alone. I talked to Mike for a bit and he's so excited that they get to play another big festival, It's so awkward talking to him, knowing he's Jack's best friend. We're usually careful not to mention Jack when we talk, but he's a bit of an elephant in the room. I hate that my heart still skips a beat at the sound of his name or voice. I think that's it for now, thank you for reading.
Today's song is Uroko by Dir En Grey
BYE!!!
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