SO EXCITED!!!!

HEY!!!!
I'm so excited right now, I can't begin to describe it. Cassie and I leave very early Wednesday morning, and it's going to be a good trip. I can feel it. Part of the reason I haven't been here very much lately is that I've been making preparations and figuring things out so hopefully things will go smoothly once we get there. I know the cherry blossoms in Tokyo will be blooming, so first thing Thursday morning we're going to go see them. I've actually had some help from Cassie with the planning and it's been great to have her input and ideas, not just mine, to go on. We've figured out where we want to go, eat, and shop. 💙💙 It makes it so much easier when she helps, believe me. I'm so glad to have a normal, healthy relationship with my sister again, and to feel like sisters again. All I ever really wanted was for us to get along and be able to have fun together. I've been bothered by Jason a few more times. How many times until he gets I'm not interested or it qualifies as harassment or stalking? I hate it when guys act like this. It doesn't help that I happen to live in the same building that he does. I love living here, though, and I'm not going anywhere. One good thing to happen lately is Kyle sent me some really cute Yuri on Ice buttons from Japan, and I've added a few of them to my bag It's weird how Kyle didn't bother me, but Jason just has a totally different feel to him. All right, back to the trip. We're going to Sanrio Puro Land and it's funny that Cassie suggested it, because I thought it would be something she'd love. We're going to muss our chance to go to the Ghibli Museum again, though. I think that's about it for today.
Today's song is "570" by Motionless in White
BYE!!!!

Leaving in 11 days. holy shit

HEY!!!!
Sorry again for the delay in my writing. I'm very excited about japan, I've really missed it. Cassie has also been helping to plan things like I wish she'd done almost 7 fucking years ago when we went the first time. I do worry in a way that traveling with her won't be as much fun as traveling alone, but I spend too much time alone as it is. She also wants me to meet a friend of hers who moved to Tokyo. I'm nervous, but she was so excited for the two of us to meet, I couldn't say no. I was so happy about the back and forth between us and the healthy way we were able to handle planning this trip, It's so good to finally feel like I have a normal, healthy relationship with my sister again. I'm sorry to say we won't make it to the Ghibli Museum again, luckily Cassie didn't get pissed at that. I was truly  relieved at that. I haven't heard anymore from Ryan, the guy I mentioned last time. I'm just tired of being bothered when in this case I really want to be left alone. I talked to Mike for a bit and he's so excited that they get to play another big festival, It's so awkward talking to him, knowing he's Jack's best friend. We're usually careful not to mention Jack when we talk, but he's a bit of an elephant in the room. I hate that my heart still skips a beat at the sound of his name or voice. I think that's it for now, thank you for reading.
Today's song is Uroko by Dir En Grey
BYE!!!