Good friends, good news, good week

HEY!!!
I'm feeling better than I have in while, and am almost not sure how to handle it. I'm very happy to report Danny isn't going to have to have knee surgery unless his knee doesn't heal , and should be fully recovered in about 3 months. I know 3 months is still a long time, but knowing how fucked up his knee is, it doesn't sound that bad. I just bought my 3DS yesterday, and am already loving it so much. I need to set aside some time to play it, I'm so glad to have it, but I need to actually have time to play it. I had a great time playing XBOX  with Julia and Jessica last night, but really can't wait to begin playing the Pokemon Y game I got. I'm not even going to think how long this will realistically take me to finish. It's better than being disappointed, though. I got One Piece Burning Blood and beat it in 6 hours, which was so disappointing. I'd really hoped there would be more substance to it, I unlocked all the characters and beat all the side missions, in 6 hours. I love the Marineford arc in One Piece, but have watched it and played through it multiple times and was hoping for something different. I can't hate on it too much considering it's still One Piece, but I really hoped for something more.
I think I'm going to go play now.
Today's song is " Vanitas" by Dir En Grey
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Worry, fun, and trying to find something to look forward to

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I'm still worried about Danny. I went to see him again yesterday, and while he doesn't seem any worse, he's not going to get any better until he has surgery. That means he's also going to spend a couple of months in a cast afterwards, too, and I wish it weren't so. I won't know anything more until he sees the surgeon on Wednesday. I hate not being able to do anything more substantial for him than bring him food, coffee, and clean up his kitchen a bit. I have to believe there's something the surgeon can do, but knowing how fucked up his leg really is makes me afraid. I just hope his leg will heal up after that. I worry a lot about things I have no control over, but at least it's given me something else to think about besides Jack. I'm also getting excited at the thought of getting my 3DS. I also can't wait to seriously start planning my trip with Cassie, Marie, and Julia. I can't believe how excited I am for something I thought at first I didn't want. I just really hope I can plan it properly and won't have to do everything myself. I think that's about it for right now.
Today's song is "Megitsune" by Babymetal
BYE!!!!!

Hurt Danny, Girls trip planning, and getting a 3DS

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I have some good news, and some terrible news. Danny tore basically every part of his knee, the ACL, MCL, and everything that was holding his knee together. He also fractured his fibula and will have to have surgery to repair as much of it as they possibly can. The thing is I'm not sure how much of it is fixable, I saw how swollen and bruised it is yesterday when I saw him. I feel terrible for him and hate that I can't help him very much. I can bring him food and coffee and shit like that, but I hate that I can't do more. He's going to have a consultation with a surgeon on Wednesday, and I hope so much they fix his knee so he can work and walk again. I hate seeing him have to use a wheelchair and crutches, I wish this had never happened. It was such a stupid thing, too- he and our dad were fishing, he jumped out of the truck, and landed funny on his feet, and that did it.  He's my big brother and one of the best friends I've ever had, I hate seeing him in pain. I need to let this go for now, but I am going to check on him later today.I'm weirdly glad he told me just how fucked up his knee is, because he didn't tell Mom how bad it is. He trusts me and believes I'm strong enough to handle this  I'm planing a trip for Cassie, Julia, Marie, and myself. I've thought a lot about it and it sounds like a lot of fun. One of the things I really want is to take really cute purikura and pictures of us together. I hardly ever get to see Julia or Marie since the live in Austria, and I don't get to spend as much time with Cassie as I'd like to. I think it might be fun to travel with them, as long as it goes well. I've also decided to get a 3DS after all, I really want to play Pokemon again, since I haven't played in a very long time. I also want some Mario games and maybe a few more dating sims. I think that's about it for now.
Today's song is "Vinshuka" by Dir En Grey
BYEE!!!!

Busy week, movies, games, and a girls' trip?

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Good morning,everyone. It's been another fucking busy, six workday long week. Part of me really does feel like I need a break. I'm really anticipating "One Piece Burning Blood" which comes out on Tuesday. I'm still making progress in my dating sims, "My Candy Love" is still way slower and annoying to progress through, though. I think I've fucked things up pretty badly with the guy I was going for too, so I might have to switch tactics. Mom and Cassie made it home safely from Austria, and it was so great to hug them when I picked them up at the airport. Mom told me that Julia and my cousin Marie want to go to Tokyo with Cassie and I. In theory, this sounds fucking great but it's a logistical nightmare if you factor in the fact that we'd be coming from the U.S and Julia and Marie would be coming from Austria. Not to mention, there's no way in hell you're going to fit four women and all their bags into one tiny Japanese hotel room. It would be Julia and Marie's first time outside their country too, and they'd be going very far from home by themselves. It doesn't faze me anymore, but it can definitely be a little sketchy being a woman traveling alone, or even women traveling together. Cassie and I fell asleep in the L.A airport coming home from our trip to Japan in 2010 and I awoke to find guys just staring at us; woke Cassie up, grabbed her hand, and booked it away from them. Nothing happened, but it was creepy as shit. Even last year, I got hit on in literally every airport and plane I was in. I'll never forget the security guard as soon as I walked into the line to board my first plane telling me I was beautiful and he loved my Goth Harley Quinn look. >_> I don't want to freak them out, but they should be careful. That being said, I'd still go back in a heartbeat and would love to share all the good parts of traveling with them. They particularly want to go anime, game, and manga goods shopping and I can oblige. I would love to  hear their opinions on male characters I like and just do the stupid, stereotypical thing where a bunch of girls talk about guys. I don't honestly do that very often, even just talking about anime guys. Of course,we'd all need to save up the money for this trip if we're really going and think seriously about what we want to do. I'm worried in a way that Cassie might not want to do the anime thing as much as we do and I don't want to leave her out. I think that's it for now.
Today's song is " The Heretic Anthem" by Slipknot
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World Goth Day, girl gaming, and relaxing

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I had a really good time swimming and relaxing yesterday. I think it helped a lot to have slept as much as I did, I was a lot more focused on our game when Jessica came over to play XBOX with me I like to play dating sims when I'm at home by myself, but I like to play fighting games and RPGs with her and other people. I'm really glad my apartment building has an indoor pool, it's still too cold to swim without the protection of an enclosure. It's windy and raining outside, so it looks like I'll maybe take another swim for exercise then come back and catch up on my dating sims. I've noticed I usually find the guy I like in these games immediately. I know they're kind of silly, but I truly enjoy them. I would say that I'm going to dress up for World Goth Day, but I always dress this way. I can't help that this look still works for me and is the most comfortable. I'm hoping everything is going well for Mom and Cassie in Austria, I haven't heard from them in a few days and get stupidly nervous because of it. I'm sure they're all right and are just busy, I need to learn to trust that others are all right without me just like I'm all right without them. I really want so badly to go back to Japan again, even if it is by myself. I think I do need to learn to take care of myself better too, and not just always worry about everyone else. My cousin Sabrina sent me a picture of herself wearing contacts that look like Sasuke's Mangekyo Sharingin, which made me think of Itachi, of course; so we got into a discussion of which is better. Sadly, she's a Sasuke woman and I'm an Itachi woman. Long story short, she's going to send me contacts that look like Itachi's Mangekyo Sharingan, which is fucking cool, but I'm terrified of putting anything near my eyes so it's going to be little bit of an adjustment getting used to them. I SO love having my geeky girls to share shit with like that. I think that's about it for now.
Today's song is "Friday, I'm in love" by The Cure
BYEE!!!!!

 

Finally quiet after a busy week

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I'm already starting to regret taking on the extra client that I agreed to take care of, I'm so tired. I had my gaming session with Angela, Jessica, and Julia last night but Julia heard me yawning through the microphone on my headset and suggested we call it a night. Angela is pregnant, and agreed pretty easily, but Jessica wanted to keep playing so she's going to come over after lunch and we'll play together. I guess this schedule helps a little bit not to think about Jack, but it's very difficult to find time to do other things that I want to do. Mark, Danny, Cory, and I wanted to go to a comic convention last Saturday but three of the four of us had to work and spent all day wishing we were somewhere else. I might not think about Jack as much now, but that doesn't mean I don't still miss him and want to be with him. I just hope I won't be stuck on him for much longer, yeah right. >_> I want to go swimming today too, I think it's going to be good for me. I miss Mom and Cassie and am so glad that they're going to be home in six days. I think I will go swimming now.
Today's song is "Saku" by Dir En Grey
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Fun with friends, new music, and gaming

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I've had another insanely busy week, This is my one day off, and I have to drag my ass back to work tomorrow, At least I'll be able to work with Jessica, I had her over to play some games yesterday after work and it was awesome. I've needed a break, and it was good. I mentioned  a band named Babymetal to her, and she HAD to check it out, so I played a couple of songs. She LOVED it. I was honestly kind of hesitant to listen to their music for a while, it just didn't seem like my style. It's nothing against them personally, and I've gained a respect for what they do. I listened to some of it though, and loved how much I understood without help and the meaning of what Su is usually singing about. Their lyrics are definitely easier to understand than Dir En Grey's, and while I don't like all of it, I liked some of it. I apologize too for not giving them a chance. It made me happy to think maybe my Japanese doesn't totally suck, I think I'm finally gaining a better understanding of it.Mom and Cassie are in Austria, they got the late last night. Mom and Dad have been kind of worried about me- Mom doesn't think I eat or sleep enough and Dad is worried that I work too much. For the record, I.m fine- I just need a good break.  I can usually bounce back after a day or two of taking it easy. I think that's it for now.
Today's song is "Megitsune" by Babymetal
BYE!!!!